been one rough day..

Most father’s days don’t bother me. Father’s Day 2010 has been a rough one. I am sitting here thinking about what an awesome dad my husband is to our girls. Happy in that aspect.  On the other side of things, realizing my father wasn’t a father. He feels dead to me. Right now my earthly father is sitting in jail facing charges on sexual assault on a minor and a few more charges that I can’t think of at the moment. He has done it before and only gotten parole and he has to register as a sex offender for the rest of his life.  Try explaining to your kids why we don’t go visit their grandfather.  My father has walked this road once before and now he might have a harsher sentence this time. Wow, after all that I have been through realizing that the man that we saw day after day growing up wasn’t a father, is hard to comprehend. I have done alot of crying off and on today.

I am thankful that the Lord is Ps. 65:5 where it says- Father to the fatherless, defender of widows–this is God, whose dwelling is holy.

Just keep this in mind, your Heavenly Father, isn’t nothing like your earthly father.

Edited: June 20th, 2010

Who is a Father?

A father is someone who is very special.

Someone who holds the keys to the hearts of

his daughters’ and wife’s.

A father is someone who understands what

you are going through and gives you advice

needed or not.

A father is someone who has the strength of a lion.

But is a gentle soul like a dove.

Your kids look up to you.

A father is someone who defends his own.

Hopes for the best in everyone.

A father is someone who loves unconditionally.

Happy father’s day!!!

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Edited: June 18th, 2010

did i mention school is out?

Well school is out for the summer.  Every time I hear someone say that school is out for summer all I think of is how my grocery bill is going to go up and that song by – Alice Cooper “Schools out for summer”.

So happy summer everyone! Be safe and stay cool and dry.  Enjoy the pool whenever you can.

On another note, someone broke into our car early Monday morning. They took the stereo and Christina’s clarinet, we placed the clarinet in there so that we could take it back cause she was through playing it. Did I mention that the clarinet cost 1700 bucks and we were renting it. Well we got a police report done. Now I just wished the officer would call us back so that we could give them the serial number off the clarinet so that we won’t be charged for it.  But he won’t return our calls. I call him every day since this has happened.

Next  month, in mid month we will be moving out of this place. I pray it is some place safe, nice, and cheap.

That’s all for now!!!

Edited: June 17th, 2010