Here lately that is what I have been trying to do…. is taking it easy. I have been pretty tired lately. So that is probably why I haven’t written much on here. I’m still volunteering. My nails are growing like crazy. But enough of my ramblings. Later.
Manda
Edited: September 30th, 2005
I think I did pretty good. I had to take a grammar test(I am from Arkansas… grammar is a nightmare around here). Then I had to take a test on how to type a letter correctly and a timed test on my wpm. I hope I did pretty good… I can really use the job. When I got back from my job interview, I took Jeremy to Pizza Hut and pigged out on banana peppers(mmmmm). I have been craving them for like a week. I finally got them. Jeremy brought me back a piece of supreme pizza with banana peppers on them. I filled up on banana peppers I think.
Well that was my day. Now I am sitting here writing on my blog and listening to music. I love to listen to music. Its like part of life. I think Music is Life. It is a symbol of life. Or at least someone’s life. If there was no music, I wouldn’t think the world would evolve. So that is all I will ramble about tonight.
Rambling Butterfly
Edited: September 28th, 2005
Let’s see what have I been up too lately?
I am still volunteering for the blue’s festival that is coming up next weekend… I went to the doctor to get set up on medicaid and to have my 1st month visit. Everything looks good, I am about 8 weeks pregnant. Which is 2 months, only 7 more months to go. Today is Rebecca’s birthday. She turned 4. So for her birthday we took cake and ice cream to her school and had a little party for the kids in her class. She was so excited. And later on tonight, she doesn’t know this yet, we are going to take her to the store so that she can pick out her birthday present. That seems about it for now. Oh and I got a job interview tomorrow at 11:30am. So wish me luck.
Later
Amanda
Edited: September 27th, 2005
I have been cranky tonight… I just feel like being cuddled. Been having problems sleeping at night. But tonight when Jeremy gets off work we were suppose to go to a party. I saw where we are fixing to have some nasty weather, so I decide to stay home. I told him I wished he would stay home. I doubt that he will. I’m sorry, my feelings are if you know someone really don’t want you to do something. Would you not do it or would you do it? Especially if that someone is someone who loves you. I just have a bad feeling thats all. I don’t think he should go. But if he wants to go I ain’t going to stop him. He also still wants me to find a job… I have been looking for one off and on for about 3 months, and I still haven’t found one. I have went on a few job interviews. And no one wants to hire me. And now that I know that I am pregnant, my job search is limited. There are certain jobs that I know I won’t be able to do.
What am I suppose to do? I am doing my best to please him. But whats the deal… I don’t know…I just have alot on my mind. He will probably get mad about me writing this stuff. I hope not.
Sorry, for my bitching. I just don’t know what to do.
Edited: September 24th, 2005
Today I went to the doctor and it was confirmed that indeed I am pregnant.
On a different note, I came across this URL in tribe and I thought it was pretty neat. You will find out the meaning out your name. This is the meaning of my name:
Amanda
Worthy of love : Latin
You are a charismatic individual with a dynamic and attractive personality. Probably not known for your caution or patience you are a risk taker who hates to be restricted in any way. Freedom is very important to you. Your thinking and intuition is strong and you have a talent for communication. You enjoy the sensual and material pleasures of life and with the application of care and wisdom you can achieve wonderful worldly success.
So here is the address: http://www.bostonuk.com/names/default.asp Go and check it out!
Edited: September 23rd, 2005
I started today volunteering my office skills for the Blue’s Festival that begins next Friday. So I have something to do during the day. I am so excited. Here is the website for the Blue’s Festival. Blue’s Festival. So check it out if ya get a chance.
Edited: September 21st, 2005
I found out today that my sister is pregnant with her second child… looks like i will be an aunt again. I am so excited for her. I am volunteering at our cities Blue’s Fest.. I start tomorrow answering phones. I think this is gonna be exciting… At least its something I can do during the day.
Edited: September 20th, 2005
Tonight(well last night) was a full moon. I think that explains my mood changes. I have no clue. But anywayz, the crazies have came out of the woodwork tonight, which has kept my husband busy. Its 12:10 and he probably is still working. Anywho, I can’t sleep. So I am sitting here headbanging to some music….. I guess you can say the full moon brings out the craziness in all of us.. 
P.S. I wished I had a digital camera so I could have taken a picture of the moon…. it sure was perty tonight.
Love ya,
manda
Edited: September 18th, 2005
I have been in one shitty mood today… I have no idea why. I just have. No explaination or anything. I don’t like it when I am like this. I know my loved ones feel the same. I hope tomorrow will be a different day.
Edited: September 17th, 2005